The Plight of the Perriot

The term "Perriot" refers to a type of clown that often appears with a white face, clean and well fitting clothes and usually a sad or trouble disposition. Think your average mime trapped in a box.

I can't help but think about the Perriot as the world recently lost one of its most talented comedians, Robin Williams. Following his long battles with depression and substance abuse, the incomparable talent committed suicide in the home he shared with his partner on August 11, 2014.

Like many, I was saddened by the loss of such a brilliant talent, and from what others say, a kind soul. Many people couldn't wrap their heads around the idea that a person so vibrant and full or brightness and energy, a man who brought laughter to so many, could possibly be so overwhelmed with hopelessness that he would take his own life. Unfortunately, I can not say that I was completely shocked by his death. Let me explain.

Not only had Williams been public about some of his personal battles over the years, but he also wasn't the first celebrity comedian who talked about their struggles with depression. Comedian Kathy Griffin has talked about her personal battles with extreme sadness, so has Joan Rivers. Dave Chapelle. Tom Green. This list goes on.

I don't even pretend to state that somehow comedians are more prone to bouts of depression. But it does seem that there is something likely healing about being able to turn one's sadness into another person's happiness. After all that is what comedy is all about; the goal is to make sure that the audience laughs and has a good time.

When comedians, especially, discuss their battles with depression, I can't help but think of the Pierrot. I can't help but think of this very put together and polished "clown" who lives to make us all happy, all the while feeling constrained by some invisible box of depression.

If you know someone, or you yourself struggle with depression, find the help of a local mental health professional in your area. The National Suicide Hotline is also a great resource if you are more comfortable starting there.

Whether you are a comedian or not, there are times when we all wear masks of happiness when we are faced with life-altering challenges. Don't be afraid to seek help and start a new path of healing and resiliency.